It's going to be a Fan-Fuckin-tastic Day
Woke up today and had the best fuckin coffee, Gevalia. Brought back memories of late nighters up till the ass crack of dawn studying for exams. I'm ready for whateva the day brings. BRING IT ON BITCHS!!
Post Birthday
So to fill you in on the DBAY activities, I can sum it up by saying FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC! Started the day out by going to a baseball game with Brian, Amanda, Teresa and I. (Thanks mom for the season Tickets) We drank 40's headed over to the game, drank fantastic cold beer while watching Mexico kick the DBacks asses all over the park. I know that I shouldn't be happy, but fuck, my DBacks were awful. I'll excuse them cause it was a double header and I'm sure they were just exhausted. Luckily, they beat the White Sox in the first game. Then we headed home and I showered up and had dinner with a friend that came down from P-Town. By the time I got home the house was full of all my friends and decorated by none other then Jose. Thanks buddy......FYI, having decorated with Care Bears, wasn't embarrassed even with my brother and cousin there. HAHAHA! But cute decorations! It falls short of my New Years collaboration party. At 1 we headed to The Shanty where I drank esppresso infused vodka on the rocks. YUM!!! Came back to the house in the 10 car caravan that it took to take us all and around 4am, called it a night. I actually fell asleep like at 7am cause a great friend of mine gave me a fabulous gift. All in all, the perfect birthday party. I would like to thank all those who participated and help coordinate the evening. You all did a wonderful job. Ill be posting the pictures as I get them.
I'm turning 27
Yeah, I do feel older. I think 27 is coming at me with full force. Which I don't know how I feel about that. I mean I never really cared about my age and I've always been the one looking forward to my BDays and to have a kick ass time. But this year......not so much. And it's not really about the age either. I just feel like I'm 27. There are good and bad things about it. I mean with maturity comes the lack of doing STUPID shit which I have been doing for the past 2 months. I mean, I have been going out to much, drinking to much, skiing to much, spending money I don't have. I got caught speeding a little excessively in Phoenix last month too. That really was the kicker that I needed. Last night at the bar I meet a cop that was drunk off his ass that wanted to have me take him home, have sex with him and he only wanted to do it drunk. Of course I said no cause I didn't want to be that guy who took advantage of a drunk. But we were talking HOT cop that wanted to try gay sex. And here I am telling him no cause that's not how he should do it, he should be a little sober so he can remember and decide if that's what he wants to do. ME GIVING OUT MATURE ADVICE!!! WOW!!!! Just all signs that I'm getting old, older that is. And, I don't seem to want to go out and whore it up anymore. For example, I'm seeing my best friend go and whore himself out and I'm like, "good for him", I just think I lost the need for that. All signs I'm getting older. Or maybe I'm in a rut. Just in a slump. Who knows. I just know that I'm different. And not like ride the short bus to school different either. LOL.....I'm sure you all got a good laugh from that.
Life
What the hell has happened the past 16 years??? I just saw pictures of my sister's formal in high school. HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!! When did she grow up to be such a lady????? I could have sworn she was still in diapers and walking around falling in her ass cause she still is learning to walk. FUCK!!!!!! Well I guess she had to grow up eventually. WOW?! Check her out for those of you that remember her from years ago. My BABY SISTER!
http://www.myspace.com/kristenandrea
Other than that.....life's been good. Working my ass off......I did the incredible 71 hours this week at work and 21 of them were from this past Friday. I went on road with a driver and helped a driver in need to get all those Christmas presents out to everyone. I hope those family in Continental Ranch enjoy our hard work.
Well, it's been forever since I've written anything here. I used to be able to type away and now I just don't know what to put on here anymore. Or maybe my life is getting to routine. Work Mon-Fri and go out Fri and Sat. Hmmmmm........who knows.
Well, as soon as something noteworthy comes along, I'll make sure to let everyone know. Till there, catch me on my phone or online.
What a summer
So I'm at home being lazy. Don't really have anything to do. But I guess my laziness can be from going out last night and getting shitty for one of my best friend's BDay. And skipping work the next morning.
This summer I have done nothing but spend money I don't have and try my hardest to stop doing it. It's amazing the shit I feel that I need to have. DON'T ASK......I don't anymore.
Well, for those of you that I haven't told, I think I'm going to live. My heart doctor said that I will be ok, he just needs to find out why my heart is acting weird. Maybe it's been broken to many times and it's rebelling against the idea of getting attached to anyone again. Who knows.
Amanda and I had a conversation about that issue too. It's been a year since I've dated anyone and I haven't found anyone since then. Why???? I think that I'm a great guy. Maybe I'm not. As I told Amanda, I can't seen to keep a relationship going, could there be something wrong with me? After all, the guys that I have dated were great. Well, the unmedicated ones were. But it's kinda scary to think that I may be the one who is fucked up. This is going to be the fist summer in awhile that I have been boyfriend-less. I should just face the fact that I'm not the right guy for anyone in this crappy town and leave. I've been wanting to leave to Phx for while. Just for a change. I know its not the best city to move to, but its a great place to be for a little while. And with UPS, I can enroll in school there and get transferred. I've been trying to drop hints to Brian about that now that he works for UPS too, but for some reason, he'd rather stay in Tucson. Eeeekkk!!!! Hell, at this point I'd just like to move anywhere and meet some new faces for dating.
